Sunday, 18 April 2010

My bittersweet homecoming...

Well, I just got back from Sabak Bernam, which in a way completes my homecoming.

Actually, I went there yesterday but I postponed seeing my relatives until this morning. Why? I'm also not sure why. I managed to visit the graves of my brother and parents... It's been awhile since I've been back...

Actually I'm really happy to be back in Malaysia. I just wish... I just wish that my brother is still here... there are so many things that I need to tell him, there's so many funny moments that I'd like to share with him... I'd like to show him how the kids have grown...sigh.

Yes, if only my brother is still alive, I'll be over the moon with happiness. But I do understand that Allah love him more and we can't have everything that we want...sigh

I love you brother... Al-fatihah...

3 comments:

just me said...

Al-Fathihah Kak Ina,
sad truth Kak Ina, it's really hard to overcome the feeling. Me here, still feel the pain of the passing of loved ones, arwah mak ndak, mak cik lah, n grandmothers. after that long, the feeling is still strong. sigh.
i just tell myself that our time will come too, until than, brave life.
hope to see you.

a kl citizen said...

assalammualaikum ina

perasaan sedih kehilangan orang2 yang kita sayang..
pasti ada pada setiap kita ni kan

alfatiah

nora muhammad said...

ina...there are a lot of things that i want to tell my mother... and there are a lot of things i miss about her. i miss her cooking. i miss her scolding me...i want her to be proud of m... but you have to remember ina, life has to go on...that's one of the reasons why i want to go for haji this year... may be you should go for umrah, insyaallah you'll be at peace...